Dreaming Boogie dreams...

SARK - Susan Ariel Rainbow Kennedy - is conducting a teleclass again this summer and my stepmom asked me to sign up again.  We had both signed up for in the inaugural session of the class 2 months ago and not only participated in the class, but also got in the habit of calling one another after each week's class to chat.  Being that one of my intentions lately has been to reconnect with my family in ways that work for us, it seemed like a good thing to continue, so I decided to sign up again.  Besides, even if I didn't achieve my dreams from the last session of this class, I did very much enjoy it and the support of the community that SARK created around the class.

One of the things that I keep hearing over and over again - not just in this class, but also in other places lately - is that you need to name, define, and refine your dreams in order to attract them closer to you.  So, in that spirit, I thought I would put them out into the grand Universe by stating them again here on my blog.  So, without further ado, here they are:

My dreams are to make time to create every day, to find my perfect partner for play, and to decide what I most want to do for my 50th birthday coming up this September and make it happen.

While I can be incredibly creative when I actually take the time to sit down and make something, I have been in a dark place for a while now as I deal with some major problems that made themselves known back in the fall.  As a result, I haven't been sleeping well, I haven't been feeling creative, and I haven't been keeping up with my emails, my friends, or my blog on a regular basis.  I have time to create, but not much energy.  Since one of the things that makes me happy is creating, I want to use SARK's micromovements to make sure that I make at least a little time each day to do something creative to raise my happiness threshold as I deal with this ongoing mess.

It's been over ten years since my last relationship and I'd like someone in my life to play with, to take my mind off of my troubles, to travel with, to explore with, and to laugh with.  Sometimes dealing with this mess seems so much harder just because I feel as though I'm going through it alone.  That really isn't true, since I have good friends and family that I can lean on and talk to about everything, but that isn't the same as having a partner that's around all of the time.  So, I'm looking for ways to expand my love for myself and my service to others so that I can attract the perfect playmate for me.

And as for my birthday, I have a habit of not celebrating my birthday unless invited to do so by others, so I want to take the initiative this time to be sure to create something special for this milestone.  Right now, I have no idea what I want to create - whether I want to travel somewhere I've long been wanting to go, whether I want to take a class somewhere to learn a new creative technique,  if I want to be with family, or if I just want to throw a great party for everyone I know.  Or something else that I haven't even considered yet...  If anyone wants to leave comments giving me ideas, I'd welcome them!

Comments

[Summer]

Finding a "Perfect" partner might be difficult! Look for an imperfect one, with the most
qualities you enjoy! While watching Dr. Oz today, he suggested to a lady re-entering
the dating world to list charateristics to avoid and those she wanted to look for in a partner.
Also, to list what your attributes are as you may want to find someone to balance them.
Once a month go on a date (it's okay to ask them, just have tickets, etc.) You don't have to have a second date with that person, it just gets you back in practice.